It's almost the end of yet another amazing year. Looking back to the last 11 months, I am more than happy to see I've changed a lot. My lifestyle, my preferences and my outlook, they all gone matured. Just like in all the past years I have learned a lot from this one. I feel like a mother more and more each day. Amber is growing exactly how I prayed she'd be - happy, smart and so adorable. I woudn't trade this life for anything-- anything in the world. It may not be all candies and rainbows sure, but at the end of the day, I still have with me the people I care much about and that is enough to cross me over to the next day. And the next year.
If 2011 felt like a shower of opportunities that tested my limits, strength and faith I say 2012 went on bathing me with realizations to dream the right dream and finally have attainable goals. It may still be a bit blurry but I know where I'm heading. It's still bumpy but heck, it'll be one hell of a ride and I'm excited. Career wise, 2012 I owe you big. I landed a job that I can be proud of, made new friends, learned new things and got promoted in less than a year! Amazing, right? I may all be whiny and ranty about how stressful work is but really if I just slow down and take a look at it, it's pretty damn nice, all those achivements in less than year, right? It's really something I am thankful for. Family wise? We're finally seeing the same horizon. Or atleast that's what I want to believe? Haha kk no drama here. I just wish we get through 2013 alive and still together so the year after it would all be ours to take. Other than those two aspects, I practically have nothing else except some random tweet exchanges with my friends and 2 of my closest. I miss having those people around. Seriously.
On the lighter note though, I remember I made a list of Strict To Dos for 2012 and I wanted to check on them. So before the fireworks crack, I want to see by the detail how 2012 has been to me based on this list I imposed on my self. Let's see:
1.Discover a new cuisine, or eat something you've never tried before.
This is a little safe and a bit non daring but I should say HAKAW. I am not really into chinese nor japanese foods much so I thought I'd die tasting only one variety of dumpling all my life and that is shomai (and I reamin loyal to Hen Lin). But when my officemate bought a dozen of hakaw one random lunch time, I had the urge to taste it, only because the smell is divineeee. And behold! foodgasm in an instant! Yummmmmehmummmmmeh! Now I'm craving pffft!
2. Make a new friend
Having a job earns you not just a living but friendship as well.
3. Shut off your phone for one weekend.
I did! Well it wasn't entirely shut off cause I was using it for music but the point is, there were no distractions at all cause there's no signal to begn with! This was last March when Jay and I went to Anawangin Cove in Zambales.
4. Finish at least three books you can add to your collection
The Hunger Games Trilogy pa lang ok na. Haha, but that addition to the list are Looking For Alaska, Thriteen Reasons Why, and my new favorite, The Fault in Our Stars.
5. Visit at least three beaches I have never been to
Hmm this is tricky. I've had two beach travels this year and they are both island hopping. Does that count per island I've stepped on?Hihi. One is Anawangin Cove, and the other is Coron, Palawan. Too bad could make Pagudpod count this year. Guess hafta see this summer :)
But uhmmmm. Of all the 22 items I have highlighted here, I've only accomplished 5. What does that make me? Huhu. I guess that makes me realize how work has eaten all my time and left little for these things that makes me happy. This again leads me to this. I better start doing something about this dilemma. All the rest that are still pending, let me carry all of you over to 2013. I swear and I pleadge that 2014 won't get to see the light of day if I haven't accomplished every single one of you yet. Haha Kidding! Joke lang po.
In a nutshell, 2012 you have made me productive at work and made me realize what I really want in life. And that is a balanced and healthy lifestyle. Amber have been and will always be my top priority and I sworn to give her the best and that's me starting by investing quality time with her. Maybe if I can move nearer my work I'll have more time to spend at home helping my mom with Amber and bond with them at the same time instead of always being worn off at the end of every single work day. Maybe then I'll be less irritable and agitated. Maybe then I'll have time to give in to movie dates with my team or join that watercolor workshop I've been meaning to, or do some nail art, or create a new piece of DIY accessories for me and Amber. Or I can finally start that long overdue business with my close friend. The possibilities are endless and it all leads to a happy me and happy life :)). If 2012 landed me a job, 2013 perhaps you can land me and Amber a new home? Pretty please? :)) Anyway, I hope your year has been as colorful as mine and may your coming year be another one hella great year for new learning, new adventures, and new set of friends to lighten the challenges you're sure to face.
Happy New Year, cheers! :))
Bisou,
Raine xx