Showing posts with label Reads. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Reads. Show all posts

Saturday, February 9, 2013

Read: The Art Or Racing In The Rain

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I was listening to The Morning Rush one workday morning when I heard one of the DJs, Chico Garcia mention this book and how it brought him to tears the moment he finished the last page. I was then looking for a new book to start on and so I immediately searched a pdf copy in the net and yeheeey on to my new read!

To give you a gist, here's the synopsis from the ever reliable Wikipedia lol:

The novel follows the story of Denny Swift, a race car driver living in Seattle, and his dog Enzo, who believes in the Mongolian legend that a dog who is prepared will be reincarnated in his next life as a human.  Enzo sets out to prepare, with The Seattle Times calling his journey "a struggle to hone his humanness, to make sense of the good, the bad and the unthinkable."
Enzo spends his days watching and learning from television, gleaning what he can about his owner's greatest passion, race car driving — and relating it to life. Enzo eventually plays a key role in Denny's child-custody battle with his in-laws, and distills his observations of the human condition in the mantra "that which you manifest is before you".

This book is inspiring and heart warming. Taking the dog's perspective to narrate a truly wonderful story of a family and a father who stopped at nothing winning the custody of her daughter, this book is a refreshing way of looking into human experience. Enzo, the dog narrating the story of his race car driver master, Denny,  believes he's going to be human in his next life. So he did all his best learning how humans live by watching the television Denny leaves running for him when he gets to work everyday. If only he could talk, he would be the best confidante and friend Denny could ever have. He was, nonetheless. 

Have you ever wondered if our dogs, or should I say our pets, have the ability to talk, what would they tell us? And even if they didn't, have it ever crossed your mind what's running inside their heads? They do have their personalities and preferences. You can't always dictate them what you want them to do. I remember our Skipper, a golden retriever who died 2 years ago, gave us so much amusement by his antics and unique personality. He would be so playful and sweet, always wanting to sit on our laps (not to mention his gigantic size and weight) one time, and be so snob and lazy the next. He's also suplado, he won't respond to strangers calling his name, or even to me when I make lambing later on just because I didn't let him inside the house earlier that day. He would also make dabog when he doesn't get what he wants. He's so hilarious so it's hard to get mad at him even if he always destroy all our slippers at home. 

Let me tell you Skipper's story because Enzo really got me inspired on that book. Skipper has always been a sibling to me. My brother got us Skipper as a gift to my mom when he and our eldest brother started working and is always out of the house. Skipper became our constant companion and a consistent playmate and buddy to me. He is so adorable as a puppy. Playful and friendly. He's sooooo maloko! He has a lot of mischievous acts that's hard to have him punished. Definitely not a guard dog cause he's so senorito. He's a lazybutt and you can't shove him to stand no mater how hard you try. He's been with us for 5 years. He died when I was 4 months pregnant with Amber. He has always been with my mom when all of us are busy with our lives. I remember our last Christmas with him, when he was struggling with an aching leg. He would not move. He would not get up. Partly maybe because he doesn't wanna get pushed outside the house, and partly because he really can't stand in that weight with an aching leg. But when we were all getting ready for our annual Christmas family picture, he stood up and sit beside me, getting ready to be included in the picture as well. We were all laughing crazily because we all thought he couldn't get up. Despite the obvious struggle in walking, he would follow us around the house wherever we take pictures. Skipper really had something humanly in him. Always wanting to be part of the family.

He got better after that Christmas. After all the Vet said there's nothing wrong with him, just a sprain in his ankle. But one morning I got a phone call from my mom sobbing nonstop. I already had an idea but it's something I can't prepare myself to accept instantly. Skipper died that morning when my mom ran out of the house to get to the Vet because she couldn't contact his phone. Skipper couldn't get up anymore. And it's no joke. My mom told me that before she left, she told Skipper to hang on, she'll just call Doc Rafer. Before she got out of the gate, she glanced back at Skipper lying on the floor, staring sadly back at her. That's a memory that brings my mom to tears instantly even now.   When my mom got back with the Vet, he's already gone. Even the Vet couldn't tell what caused. 

I was crying on the phone with my mom when she told me Skip's gone. I was crying like I lost a family member. Like I lost a brother. I couldn't imagine going home, opening the gate without skipper jumping at me. Without Skipper eating my assignments. Without Skipper playfully biting my hands, asking me to play with him. Without Skipper, that simple. After a while, my mom told me to stop crying, it's not good for Amber and me. She told me to not think too much of what happened. When we got the chance to talk about it after some time, she told me maybe it's for the better after all. We're expecting for Amber and after college we'll be staying in Manila. No one's going to look after Skipper and Codie, his son when we move. That's actually what's bothering my mom for the last months before Skipper died. She thought Skipper's passing paved way for Amber's arrival. What happened made everything a lot easier for all of us. We only have Codie to have someone look after him while we're away. Maybe Skipper doesn't wanna cause additional burden, additional worry to over think about. It may sound absurd and nonsensical but that's what I wanted to believe as well.

Enzo fantasized of finding Denny when he becomes a man. He wanted to say hi and wink at Denny, making him wonder if he knew him. That makes me wonder too, what if skip is human now? Don't laugh at me in this absurdity but there are times I would see skipper in Amber. She has these characteristics closely similar of those of Skipper. She's suplada, she's pilya and she's got a unique personality of her own that reminds me of Skip when he's still with us. Maybe it's coincidence. But maybe it's like Enzo on that little boy. Or maybe it's just the book that pinched my heart too much I'm over analyzing. Hahaha. Whatever.

Try the book. It's a nice read. :))

Ciao,
xx Raine


Thursday, October 11, 2012

Read: Looking For Alaska and The Fault In Our Stars

For the past weeks instead of downloading new music for my suck-y playlist, I burned my time searching for ebooks. Yep, you read it right. I once loathe ebooks cause my eyes can't handle it but I guess when you are just so excited about something, you tend to resort even to the last possible way just to indulge on what's itching you. And worse, in just a snap I learned to love and appreciate ebooks! 

But this isn't exactly about ebooks. This is about these 2 books who made me feel like a Highschool-er again -- Looking For Alaska and The Fault In Our Stars both by John Green. They are more like 'The Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky (which is now a motion picture I still haven't watched), if you've read it. These are mainly about teenage explorations and realizations. What I love the most about these two books is that it's philosophical. It's not your average teenage drama, rather it's about how people of young age are trying, in their best possible way, to fathom the complexities of life and their place on it.


Been searching for this book since I first heard about it and like 'The Perks...' I had no luck purchasing it (it's either out of stock or they have never heard of it--which is weird). This is about a boy seeking for his own 'Great Perhaps' hoping he'll find it while in a boarding school away from his family and detached from his high school history of having no social life. It is divided into two section, the 'before' and 'after' Alaska was gone which has a totally different tone and mood. It's good but not really good. Hahaha. I mean, I kind of got a little off when I got to the ending. I didn't even realized that was it. For me, it lacks closure given the tone of the second half. It wasn't even open-ended. I just really felt heavy for those characters left with so much questions about what really happened. Or maybe it's just how the author aimed it to be-- for them to forgive and accept what happened no matter how abrupt it can be. 

Fave quotes from Looking For Alaska:

“The only way out of the labyrinth of suffering is to forgive.”  

“Imagining the future is a kind of nostalgia. (...) You spend your whole life stuck in the labyrinth, thinking about how you'll escape it one day, and how awesome it will be, and imagining that future keeps you going, but you never do it. You just use the future to escape the present.” 

"What the hell is instant? Nothing is instant. Instant rice takes five minutes, instant pudding an hour. I doubt that an instant of blinding pain feels particularly instantaneous.”

“At some point, you just pull off the Band-Aid, and it hurts, but then it's over and you're relieved.” 


 

And because I like books with great quotes, I stumbled upon another of John Green - The Fault In Our Stars. And I liked this better. It actually made me close to tears (no spoilers :]). It reminded me of 'Tuesdays With Morrie because it's mainly about embracing death -- this time from the point of view of someone who, all their lives know pain, and understands that "pain demands to be felt" (John Green, The Fault In Our Stars). This story is moving and profound. A love story between 2 teenage cancer patients who fell in love with each other amid their chase to extend their numbered days.

Fave quotes from The Fault In Our Stars:

"I bought them a minute. Maybe that's the minute that buys them an hour which is the hour that buys them a year."

"Pain demands to be felt."

"Some infinities are bigger than other infinities."

 "You gave me forever within the numbered days."

“The marks humans leave are too often scars.” 

"Grief does not change you, Hazel. It reveals you.”  

“My thoughts are stars I cannot fathom into constellations.” 

Noticed I didn't review the two books thoroughly as I don't want to be a spoiler. I thought I can't make a good review if I am not to go into details and that's spoiling already. So why don't you read it and make the judgment? They are worth your time, I'm sure :)

Saturday, August 11, 2012

Read: 50 Shades Trilogy

I must say the hype did it again.

This book has been creating quite a noise in the mainstream lately. I have been hearing ravings about it and quite frankly it caught me, left me itching to see for myself what the craze is all about. 

Honestly, I do not have a time to start on another good book. You see, I am not the type who gets on with their lives most of the day and picks up a book on the side of their bed for easy doze off. I do not read to fill in an idle time. I read because I like the story. I read because I fall in love with the characters. That is why when I start on something, especially if it's a good book, I want to finish it without any delay. I mean, for me it's like a good TV series to be watched on a marathon, or a movie with no commercials. Do you get the picture? So when I was faced with a challenge to come up with a receipt worth 500Php in less than an hour, I decided to buy a book. Finally, after months I'll try to start on something. 50 Shades of Grey came to mind. However, to my dismay it's out of stock and I do not have enough time to wander elsewhere. I grabbed the second-slash-should-really-be-the-first-choice: The Game of Thrones instead. 

But then again, the hype on this E.L. Jame's novel is too strong it even reached the office, lol. I was reading my newly bought book when I overheard my officemates exchange ravings about this that it made me drop what I was currently reading. I asked for a copy of the first book and started reading the first chapter, just to see what's the commotion is all about. Unfortunately, I got hooked. Since the book is much easy to read than The Game of Thrones, I continued. 

Whoa. Honestly, I thought it was just a love story, a twilight saga kind of story. Boy I was soooo wrong. This book should be R18 (do they even have these kinds of ratings for books?). 

Kaloka. 

So let me share my take on this in few points.

1. Writing
I personally do not like how it was written. Okay, I am definitely not in any position to judge or whatever, but I think it was very elementary. Descriptions were used in the very same manner over and over again in many parts of the book. I mean, sure she could think of a lot of different creative ways to describe something in a refreshing way, without sounding too familiar or worst, overly redundant. 

2. The subconscious/ inner goddess thing
Lame presentation. It sounds corny most of the times which makes me roll my eyes while reading. Seriously?

3. Details
Okay, I have to admit it was very detailed which uhmm...made it really easy to imagine. Lol, don't deny it. This is the only part of the writing which I liked because it gives the readers clear view of what it wants to deliver. Even the feel and the mood, it was there.

4. Psych/ Case Analysis
One reason why it pushed me to read it until the ending is Christian's case. From the beginning, it was so clear that the guy has problem and of course it has something to do with his past. The author did a great job in keeping what's behind everything that leaves the reader wanting more. Each book is a cliffhanger driving you utterly wanting to start on the next book immediately. Christian's character is so annoying that it drives you frustrated, wanting to know everything about his past, unraveling why he (a perfect man) have such a lifestyle. Disappointment came to me when the story of his past came short. I mean yun na yun? I think the build up on the mystery behind Christian's past was too strong it failed to be captured greatly in the later part. I mean for a reader, they are definitely looking forward to the reason behind his lifestyle but it wasn't given much emphasis and justice. Or so I think. 

5. Emails
These are my favorites. Especially the part when Christian is changing his signature, adding his current feeling. Such in-the-moment kind of guy. :)

6. Erotic Scenes
Maybe the author just couldn't get enough? Or maybe it depends on the reason why you are reading it. If it is for the erotic pleasure it brings, sure you'll enjoy. If it's the story and oh for crying out loud, all about Christian, you'll skip some of those parts--like me. I mean, yes it's an erotic novel ofcourse it's mostly about sex but it came to the point where it doesn't feel erotic anymore. Nakakasawa, for the lack of a better term. I just want to get on the reason behind all of those things. 

7. Characters
Corny kung corny but the hell, I fell in love with Christian Grey. I am just so naive I fall for the perfect guy. Sure one can dream, right? He's the reason why I DESPERATELY find time to read the novel-- on MRT (standing or not), shuttle, while eating, while working (hihi)-- I MAKE time. I love how he was presented in the story, how beautiful and perfect and just a dream-Lol. The author described him well that if this will really be a movie, they'd better invest on the actor's appearance cause people will definitely be expecting SO MUCH. Ugh. So dreamy, this character.
Anastasia Steele. I find so much similarity with the character that I definitely can relate. Being more honest and verbal in texts/emails, and braver with the help of  little alcohol are just two of many things I see myself in this character. 

In general, the book is just average. Nothing great actually. If you want just the right kind of romantic novel with an erotic twist, you may like this one. I guess since this is Twilight-inspired love story, candied with eroticism that it made the hype. I liked it because I fell in love with one character as I saw myself in the other. It's such an entertainment I must say. So yeah, there's nothing wrong in giving in and joining the bandwagon to see what's it all about. You may like it, you may not. But you experienced it and you had your take on it.

An oh, I think he'll be a perfect Christian Grey in movie. I don't effin' care if he's gay, he's hotttt!


Bisou,
x R

Tuesday, December 6, 2011

Current Read: The Condition


The Condition tells the story of the McKotches, a proper New England family that comes apart during one fateful summer. The year is 1976, and the family- Frank McKotch, an emminent scientist; his pedigreed wife, Paulette; and their three beautiful children-has embarked on its annual vacation at the Captain's House, a grand old family retreat on Cape Cod. one day on the beach, Frank is strucked by an image he cannot forget: his thirteen-year-old daughter, Gwen, strangely infantile in her child-sized bikini, standing a full head shorter than her younger cousin, Charlotte. At that moment he knows a truth that he can never again unknow- something is terribly wrong with his only daughter. The McKotch family will never be the same.
Compassionate yet unflinchingly honest, witty and almost painfully astute, The Condition explores the power of family mythologies-the self-delusions, denials, and inescapable truths that forever binds fathers, mothers and siblings.  
I bought this book almost a year ago already and only now that I find the time to reunite with it. I had this during one of my usual trips to bookstores, mindlessly browsing for books I do not really intend to buy but just to kill time. When I saw this and read the synopsis, I thought it was interesting (stories involving unusual physiological and psychological conditions and the web of life surrounding it appeals to me much than I expect). Without second thoughts I bought it forgetting that I am currently writing my thesis and reading related literature is far more productive than spending time with this. Lucky me I was still able to accommodate more or less the first 50 pages before I finally set it aside. Thank goodness for the luxury of time I have now. I am able to give my imagination its daily dose of creative and happy exercise. 

You may want to check this book, too. I am not done with it yet but all I can say it that so far it is moving and insightful. 

Bisou, xx

Saturday, November 12, 2011

Current Read: THIS IS A CRAZY PLANETS

by Lourd de Veyra

This is a good read. Timely, hilarious and direct to the point. A collection of essays from his SPOT.ph blog. I can quote hundreds of parinig from this book. Well written! Give it a try, you'll like it. 

Monday, October 10, 2011

Current Read: The Perks of Being a Wallflower


I have been on the look for this book for a couple of years already and to my dismay it's always sold out. Everywhere I go, this book isn't available. Until I lost all hopes and tried the net for a copy. I jumped up and down when I was able to download it for just 3 minutes but sadly I did not read it at all. I tried, believe me but I guess e-books aren't my thing. My eyes couldn't stand the long hours of reading through a screen. They get strained from scrolling down so if I don't wanna be crossed eyed I have to stop.

Apparently, just yesterday as we we're checking for the Game of Thrones book set in Fullybooked Glorietta, I came across the new cover of The Perks of Being a Wallflower! I was already holding two magazines and I didn't think twice to let go of the JOHN LLOYD (my jologs self's all time crush) cover of this month's cosmopolitan issue promising myself I will get back to it some other day. Grabbing the book and another magazine, I rushed to pay for them before I get guilty for making a hasty decision yet again. I am overjoyed, honey! So, see you later can't wait to start on it! Bisou!