I can't be forever balancing myself in this thin line. Sooner or later I have to make a choice.

If I choose to see how much more I can take and wait until whether or not something would actually change, will it not suck all that is left of me? And when I chose to give up, I surely know I'll regret it if second time does not arrive.

Fuck. I'm such a coward to even choose which end. And Effff~ you for making me so afraid to move on without you.